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My Scorpio is out of the country for a week. I've been plagued by nightmares that he's going to come home and tell me about all the other women he's had sex with on his vacation. I know it's just insecurity, but it's a real emotion that I haven't often bothered to confront in the past because I don't usually let myself get into relationships that have the potential for this kind of emotional intimacy. Certain things just haunt me and I have a hard time not obsessing. I'm pinning this all on Ven… Continue

The Pisces from my previous blog posts has suddenly started emailing/texting me again. It's like karma alerted him that I'm in love with someone else, so he has to come throw a few pebbles in my pond. But I'll get to what happened with him in a moment. All is not perfection in the land of Scorpio love. My guy keeps saying he's not monogamous, can't be with one woman for the rest of his life blah blah blah and I'm really starting to get bored of it. I suspect he's waiting for me to have an encou… Continue

The night before last I watched a Luc Besson movie (Angel-A) with my Scorpio guy. There was this scene where the woman is trying to convince the man to tell himself that he loves himself. In the scene, she explains that he can't give love without also accepting love from someone else. Well, this hit me in a pretty tender spot because my feelings for the Scorpio have been growing exponentially, but I still have my own Scorpio defenses in the way. That night we were in bed together. It was comple… Continue

My Scorpio guy is inordinately curious about my Aquarius Ex. He even insisted on driving me to the Aqua's house once to pick up some things of mine that I'd left behind. I suspect he wanted to check the place out for himself. I even caught him examining several photos I'd taken of the Aqua in typical Aqua clothing (purple shirt, lime green tie etc . . .). In the course of our conversation a few nights ago, I mentioned to the Scorpio that the Aquarius and I had an ongoing private joke about our… Continue

Last night a friend (Libra) and I got together and over a bottle of wine and some yummy goat cheese sandwiches, we talked about my Aquarius Ex. And I must admit that alcohol tends to make my floodgates swing open. I don't get weepy and maudlin like my friend's Cancer husband, but I will admit to having feelings, which is utterly verboten in my regular daily life. I'd rather have my fingernails pulled out than admit that I ever felt sad and lonely, or that I cared for someone. Maybe that's my pri… Continue