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FUDGE!!! - because you can't swear on SC
*uncontrollable crying*
Me (11:45:30 AM): come to think of it, that's bullshit you went on those dates because i told you to fudge off and didnt talk to you for a month, you're
Auto Response from Scorp (11:45:31 AM): Your IM has been sent to my mobile device. When I receive it, I will be able to reply. Thanks for your IM!
Me (11:46:05 AM): a big hypocrite. you told me if you love someone, you try to work things out. you got all mad at me for trying to move on and find a
Me (11:46:39 AM): rebound after we got into a fight. keyword, if you LOVE someone you stick it out and try to make it work, WOW. plus now you told me to
Me (11:47:04 AM): go ahead and date other guys, must mean because you have been and are doing it too and you don't want to feel guilty being the only one
Scorp (12:04:10 PM): Why would I feel guilty? You told me to fudge off along time ago
Me (12:05:19 PM): You tell me I don't take responsibilities for my actions, and that I don't see how my actions make you react in such a manner, you do
Me (12:05:52 PM): the exact same thing. I blew up because you were appalled I was going to be in town with my family. i blew up because every time i asked
Me (12:06:10 PM): if you'd gone to the post office to send me your tags as proof of your feelings and that i'd really get to see you soon so i could retur
Me (12:06:34 PM): them to you, you'd come up with one excuse after another. if you were serious about me or us, you would do everything in your power to
Me (12:07:31 PM): show me you really mean what you say and want to work things out, just like i've tried to show you with my loyalty and being patient
Me (12:09:54 PM): I have never fallen so hard, loved so deep, nor hurt so BAD. what you don't realize when you hold back your feelings and don't talk
Me (12:10:24 PM): to me, don't say anything, try to be all mysterious, it only frustrates me more. no i take it back, it used to. but since you told me to
Me (12:10:56 PM): go head, i already know in your heart in mind you'd let me go a long ass time ago. when you told me, "yeah, go ahead" it was the closer
Me (12:11:21 PM): i finally was looking for. i dont even care about coming down there anymore, i dont even care we ever meet. i'm perfectly content with
Me (12:11:45 PM): never being more than just your friend. thank you for releasing me. no more being afraid to move on in case i might lose you forever
Scorp (12:13:00 PM): You asked. Im tired of making your life miserable. Im here, your there, im going to Iraq again. Timing just isn't right
Me (12:14:52 PM): you're never going to find someone who will love you like i did, and you're never going to find the same kind of loyalty & faithfulness
Me (12:15:45 PM): you will regret this later, i loved you unconditionally....
Scorp (12:16:31 PM): You probably right. Im use to it
Me (12:23:10 PM): you let your fears get in the way. you dont know HOW to let someone love you. you push away the good girls and set yourself up to end up
Me (12:23:41 PM): with girls who arent good enough for you and will be the ones that end up hurting you. and as sick as it sounds, you like that because
Me (12:24:10 PM): you can prove to yourself your point that women cant be trusted. but you only let the bad ones in and wont accept true love when its
Me (12:24:19 PM): right in front of your face.
Me (11:45:30 AM): come to think of it, that's bullshit you went on those dates because i told you to fudge off and didnt talk to you for a month, you're
Auto Response from Scorp (11:45:31 AM): Your IM has been sent to my mobile device. When I receive it, I will be able to reply. Thanks for your IM!
Me (11:46:05 AM): a big hypocrite. you told me if you love someone, you try to work things out. you got all mad at me for trying to move on and find a
Me (11:46:39 AM): rebound after we got into a fight. keyword, if you LOVE someone you stick it out and try to make it work, WOW. plus now you told me to
Me (11:47:04 AM): go ahead and date other guys, must mean because you have been and are doing it too and you don't want to feel guilty being the only one
Scorp (12:04:10 PM): Why would I feel guilty? You told me to fudge off along time ago
Me (12:05:19 PM): You tell me I don't take responsibilities for my actions, and that I don't see how my actions make you react in such a manner, you do
Me (12:05:52 PM): the exact same thing. I blew up because you were appalled I was going to be in town with my family. i blew up because every time i asked
Me (12:06:10 PM): if you'd gone to the post office to send me your tags as proof of your feelings and that i'd really get to see you soon so i could retur
Me (12:06:34 PM): them to you, you'd come up with one excuse after another. if you were serious about me or us, you would do everything in your power to
Me (12:07:31 PM): show me you really mean what you say and want to work things out, just like i've tried to show you with my loyalty and being patient
Me (12:09:54 PM): I have never fallen so hard, loved so deep, nor hurt so BAD. what you don't realize when you hold back your feelings and don't talk
Me (12:10:24 PM): to me, don't say anything, try to be all mysterious, it only frustrates me more. no i take it back, it used to. but since you told me to
Me (12:10:56 PM): go head, i already know in your heart in mind you'd let me go a long ass time ago. when you told me, "yeah, go ahead" it was the closer
Me (12:11:21 PM): i finally was looking for. i dont even care about coming down there anymore, i dont even care we ever meet. i'm perfectly content with
Me (12:11:45 PM): never being more than just your friend. thank you for releasing me. no more being afraid to move on in case i might lose you forever
Scorp (12:13:00 PM): You asked. Im tired of making your life miserable. Im here, your there, im going to Iraq again. Timing just isn't right
Me (12:14:52 PM): you're never going to find someone who will love you like i did, and you're never going to find the same kind of loyalty & faithfulness
Me (12:15:45 PM): you will regret this later, i loved you unconditionally....
Scorp (12:16:31 PM): You probably right. Im use to it
Me (12:23:10 PM): you let your fears get in the way. you dont know HOW to let someone love you. you push away the good girls and set yourself up to end up
Me (12:23:41 PM): with girls who arent good enough for you and will be the ones that end up hurting you. and as sick as it sounds, you like that because
Me (12:24:10 PM): you can prove to yourself your point that women cant be trusted. but you only let the bad ones in and wont accept true love when its
Me (12:24:19 PM): right in front of your face.
46 Comments
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Comment by dirtyblonde00 on June 17, 2008 at 2:01pm - What a $%^$%^&!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll admit as much as I hate Joe, he never spoke to me in this manner!!!! WOW! I'm appalled...seriously....If this isn't enough to let him go, nothing else will be...WHAT A DIC$%^%^!!!!!!!!!!
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Comment by CappyCat on June 17, 2008 at 2:09pm - What about the full moon???
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Comment by CappyCat on June 17, 2008 at 2:14pm
- ScorpChick, I am sorry for being such a hypocrite, I was doing so well till something DB said to me via text made to tick and I fired those IM's off. I actually stole a bit of what you said to yours and reworded it :) Took me five mins to find the darn post so you can take credit for it!
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Comment by dirtyblonde00 on June 17, 2008 at 2:15pm
- uh oh what did I do? eeek
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Comment by CappyCat on June 17, 2008 at 2:18pm
- You mentioned something about him going on dates and thats when I remembered a comment he made to me about sticking it out when you really care about someone instead of rebounding right away.
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Comment by dirtyblonde00 on June 17, 2008 at 2:23pm
- Well, of course they are going to play the whole innocent role, everything is OUR fault, right? I'm sick of this Scorpio S%^%......always using a crutch because they can't trust other women etc...You know what, everyone gets hurt in life, look at us for gods sakes! I'm getting so fed up and frustrated it's getting to the point where 90% of the time when Joe contacts me I just ignore it. If he's got issues that's fine, but leave me the F$%^ alone with them! You left me, so move on and stop trying to pull me back down with you. That's my advice to you, he's pulling you down with him. We both deserve better than this, were awesome, attractive, and sweet young ladies and there are alot of men that would DIE to have us as gfs! If he wants to suffer and wallow in self-pity, let him. Take it as a lesson learned and move on to someone that actually does LOVE YOU! (where did I get all this strength from again?) LOL!
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Comment by QueenNoonie on June 17, 2008 at 2:25pm -
ooooooh MAN. full moons are nutso. not sure what they mean astrologically (will google after this comment lol), but i have found that weird sh*t ALWAYS happens when the moon is full....
cappy darling - i'm glad you let him have it. at least you got to let all those feelings out! *huggles*
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Comment by CappyCat on June 17, 2008 at 2:37pm
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If I have one thing to thank him for, it's bringing me into astrology. I would have never really tried to look into it and studied this far if it weren't for him. It's scary how accurately I can guess someone's sun, ASC, and moon now. When I get their chart, I just look at a few placements and BAM, right on the nose, I freak the crao out of people how much I can I read them....I freak myself out too because I expect to be wrong for once and so far I've been right on. hehe. You will all laugh, but every guy I talk to or tries to hook up with me, I make him cough up his natals, I don't beat around the bush about it like QueenNoonie does and then get the shock of a lifetime, hehe ::giggles: I still find your blog SOOOOOO SOOOO HILARIOUS!!!!
DB, I am talking to other guys, they are all raining down on me like cats and dogs, falling right in my lap....but they aren't "K". I love him with all my heart and soul. If I could just spend this one lifetime with him and show him what real true love is, I will gladly spend the rest of eternity alone.
Like I've said, I've never fallen this hard, loved this deep, nor hurt this BAD.
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Comment by scorpchick on June 17, 2008 at 2:38pm -
Cappy, don't worry... I feel the same - one day I'm ok and will offer him advice and friendship and then others (like today) I just want to tell him to get lost and that he doesn't deserve me... I get the emotions - the thing that is good though is that you're not holding them in, I find that much worse.
It's funny though because as much as I read about all these male scorps, the more I see in myself - hence my reaction changing day in and day out - push/ pull, it's what I do too although in this case I seem to be lacking the control... maybe two scorps are too much... haha.
Tomorrow will be better...
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And I'm sorry for you. I can still sense your pain and I know you'll get through it but I know in this instance it's hard. I'm stuck - this mercury retrograde has me hanging on to some hope that maybe what he said wasn't what he was meaning or that Ashley is in fact right and this is his scorpioness - he hasn't hurt me, he's just been open and confused so who knows - on the other hand I don't want to be strung along either... argh! I feel ya girl! :-)
*hugs*