heh, you don't give off a lot to observe, A. so mostly i was trying to put what you've said into a scenario that i'm familiar with to see if its of any use for you to absorb or refute. we've got so many pieces on the floor, i figured i'd build a m...
so, wow, that was trippy. was interesting afterward to see that i hadn't even realized the carnage was a trip in his head, which could have been probable because of the dreamlike scene-mutations in the chainsaw murder scene plus the unreality of it. but at that point, i was buying it. really well done, capturing this split-reality of "inside"/"outside"...the power of what goes on in our heads.
the business card thing - i liked it. that was just wonderfully weird. the bizarre and seemingly insignificant things that can be all-powerful symbols to others.
but AFTER the movie i did not feel good. i hate that. i enter movies/characters so deeply sometimes. my head didn't feel like my head for a while.
hey, i wish you a great date on sunday. ..."big declarations" would make me weary, i have to admit.
but...10 years ago it wouldn't have. what i learned about myself in relationship (impulses, fears, bad habits, wants & needs) the past 5 years is more than what i learned in the 40 years before that.
so i'd say if he's in a hurry to give definitions and structure and expectations, really take your time no matter what!
an past teacher of mine said "vulnerable" = "accessible" and i like switching my awareness to from defenseless to open.
sounds like you're doing so great with listening to yourself and finding your way.
i look forward to your update!
hehehehe.......
and now i'm off to watch a movie: american psycho. if i can tear myself away from here!!
have a good rest of your day/WE...
btw, is it still on for you with your scorpio?