Once upon a time, I ripped the wings from my spine, but when I hide inside your eyes, I still pretend that I can fly...

she sat ther and acted like she understood me.
she understood the pain i was going thru.
she had made me feel secure, i knew i wudnt b judged for how i felt.
fuck the pills, fuck the trees, fuck the drinks.
and then turn around and talk shit?
share MY feelings?
that i CONFIDED?
Oh no.
Got me fucked up.
Its a fucked up feeling when its your blood that turns on u.

Hella nervous. takin thee ACT plus writing test. Fuck i hope i do good lol

so i decided to quit smacking.. it was fun while it lasted but it was time for a change. i quit cold turkey. lol. its been like...a month, maybe more. its hard cuz its sucha fun drug but it sorta did more damage than it was worth and i dont have time or energy to spend on that. but yea, shit changes, hopefully i grow from this.

Actually a specific song...special pets, by otep.
youtube it :D

so i ran his astro chart...i just gotta say...WHOA. lol.

we both have an aries ascendant.
his venus is in aries, mine in sagittarius.
both of us have mars in cancer.
his moon sign is pisces nd mine is taurus [i think this works out pretty nicely...]

this is fuckin cool. haha.