Once upon a time, I ripped the wings from my spine, but when I hide inside your eyes, I still pretend that I can fly...

so i decided to quit smacking.. it was fun while it lasted but it was time for a change. i quit cold turkey. lol. its been like...a month, maybe more. its hard cuz its sucha fun drug but it sorta did more damage than it was worth and i dont have time or energy to spend on that. but yea, shit changes, hopefully i grow from this.

Actually a specific song...special pets, by otep.
youtube it :D

so i ran his astro chart...i just gotta say...WHOA. lol.

we both have an aries ascendant.
his venus is in aries, mine in sagittarius.
both of us have mars in cancer.
his moon sign is pisces nd mine is taurus [i think this works out pretty nicely...]

this is fuckin cool. haha.

i really am. it kinda sucks cuz i hate bein hella stuck on sum1, but at the same time, its really fun...lol. its at the point wher i go back to my room and c my phone has a txt frm the pisces and i get all excited. hahaha.

So im sort of sick of just-for-fun flings...i want a deep relationship...
By this point, i wouldn't even mind just having a friend that gets me on a deeper level.
All my friends are fire signs...They are FUN people to be around, but they don't get me as well.
Idk. I'm just ready for something new and not the same-old stuff...