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Hm. Well, I'm no expert.
But in the past, I was always a sort of "liberal"/"liberated" woman who'd take whatever action I felt moved to take, and forget convention. I haven't changed my mind about that, but I just don't feel like driving things al...
I read a lot of your previous posts and about the 'distance' thing.. and the 'ignoring you thing'... was that always there- even in the beginning in your case?
In a situation I was in for this past week- its driving me crazy. I have been trying ...
Sorry if I caused you to think I meant that you were generalizing - not the case!
I just thought of that because of my own answer, not what you said.
I do agree with you that Caps are goal-minded and determined though. Cap lends endurance. I have...
Yeah i know caps are not into games, and i know that others have other influences- he has a lot of cap in him (all his signs except merc,mars,moon,asc). Its just I have experienced a Cap before- and its interesting to the similarities-the reason w...
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- At 5:27am on November 12, 2009,
ananda said…
- I really resonate with your perspective & what you wrote in the Cap thread!
And - you and I are the same age :-)
Wish you a great day :-)
- At 3:14pm on November 6, 2009,
Cusp Of Magic said… - Hi there! Hope all is well...
- At 12:20am on October 18, 2009,
Cusp Of Magic said…
- Where you been???
- At 1:53am on October 13, 2009,
Cusp Of Magic said…
- Check your inbox
- At 6:07pm on October 9, 2009,
Cusp Of Magic said…
- Hey friend! I'm torn on what I want to do. I don't mind us having sex but I really want to get married and I don't want to have sex to see if that will make him propose. I know sex is important but I have witnessed him carry on sexual relationships with other woman and neither of those women meant nothing to him but just sex. I know I mean more to him which is why he hasn't persued me for sex so I'm thinking that maybe I should just hold off and instead express to him I do want him sexually however I want to be married before having sex. I think I'm just going to have 'the talk' and see what he says and leave the sex out of it cos I don't feel sex is what we're missing but a committment.
- At 4:28am on October 8, 2009,
Cusp Of Magic said…
- I had a reading done and the reader told me he isn't serious about anyone but me and for me to stop being afraid to take the bull by the horns cos he's eagerly waiting but he isn't going to intiate it and I shouldn't be scared at all to make the 1st move. Also I was told that the only thing thats going to bridge the gap is for us to become physical. The reader said he isn't going to impose being sexual on me I have to let him know thats what I want and only then will our relationship progress. The spirtual and emotionally aspects have been fulfilled we're only lacking sexually at this point and I have to be the one who will get the ball rolling.
So Monday at his gig I will let him know that I want us to be offical and is that something he's ready for and if so I'll tell him to not leave without me. I'm sure he'll get what I mean lol.
How is everything going with you?
- At 11:38am on October 7, 2009,
Cusp Of Magic said…
- Yeah its so tough for me to step up to the emotionally plate but when we are together he acts as if we're in a relationship and I just act as if I'm not really into him when I know I am but I'm sooo afriad to show it. A woman has sat next to him and he told her something and she got up looked at me and walked off. I have no idea what he said but it had to be something pertaining to him being there with me for her to react the way she did. Its like no matter what he does it doesn't ever seem to be enough for me to say ok its safe for you to proceed. When I told him I was leaving his voice was low and full of disappoinment like he didn't want me to go but I couldn't stay any longer not being comfortable enough to express myself. So I did what I do best and chicken out by leaving.
That is why I was able to be with x taurus and be comfortable cos he didn't force me to step up emotionally. We both were an emotional handicap for each other. But I got to the point where I wanted more so I had to leave and now I have that opportunity and I'm not taking advantage of it and I would be too upset if someone else comes along and get what I know belongs to me. So to keep that from happening I'm going to have to let him know how I feel.
I thought about giving him a letter but having to wait on a response would drive me crazy. I have to verbally tell him so I can get an answer right then and it be over and done with. He's not an emailer or cyber person so if I sent anything via e-mail or facebook we'd probably see each other before he even reads it. Phones and cyber are not his best buds, he's a real in your face type person and relys on physical interaction which I barely give any but that works best for him and I'm just going to have to step it up. The planets should be a boast for me next week.
- At 7:45pm on October 6, 2009,
Cusp Of Magic said…
- Well the party was ok. He wasn't there with any woman. Not much interaction from us as he was being a host but the love is still there and it was me not making an effort as usual but he hosts that gig every Monday so I have plenty of time to redeem myself. Maybe next week will be the turning point. I have to over come my fear and my constant need of reasurance. I mean at this point I really don't know what it is I'm looking for as he has been consistent with me and I'm just sitting back still waiting for what? I don't know. So next week I will promise myself I'll do more because I'm now becoming miserable from my lack of effort and I can't continue to proceed like this. Changes are suppose to be on the way soon and I hope so.
- At 11:22am on October 3, 2009,
Cusp Of Magic said…
- I called cappy tonight didn't get an answer then I waited awhile and called back and still no answer nor a call back. I decided not to go out tonight and Monday I'll call and let him know I'm going to his party and hopefully he answers cos I don't just want to show up and catch him off guard so we'll see. I've been going back and forth about going to his party but I'll see what happens when Monday comes. I had a interveiw last week and it went well so hopefully I'll be working next week and I have to balance work and a relationship which isn't my best quality. I was thinking of not going to the party and just waiting till I start work so I would at least have a job but I really don't want to wait too much longer and give him more time to be with 'friend' so I better make my move a.s.a.p. Hope you having a great weekend.
- At 1:47pm on September 29, 2009,
Cusp Of Magic said…
- Ok I just went back and read the last cards you pulled and it seems that he is trying to decide between me and 'friend' I got word that they've been together so i guess he's in the process of choosing between me and her now with me being the final choice of course lol. He had a big job thing Monday and I called him Sunday and wished him good luck and he seemed very appreciative of me doing so. He was eating and getting ready to go to a meeting so we didn't talk long plus it was still the retrograde so I didn't want to get too indebt in a convo with him but now the retrograde is over so its my time to speak. I'm going to call him Friday and tell him I'm going to our hang out and see what happens. I kinda want to get things going before his party so we'll see.
How are things with your cappy? A lot of capps said Sept sucked for them so Oct is suppose to be a lot better for our cappys which means good times for us lol
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